This journal entry i wont complain...
So CT and i got called up for varsity now, we are practicing with THE LEAGUE CHAMPS in hope that we somehow make them a better team. Yeah that's right, Edison is co-champ with Los Al, we both ended 8-2 (yeah i am considering myself part of the team because, as of now, i am). The Brackets come out sunday the 13th. You can get them on CIFSS.org COME TO ALL MY GAMES. We can cheer for the guys together.
"Feared One" as i am called again.
P.S. when we win CIF, i get a ring too :-DCurrent Mood:  content Current Music: Bron-yr-aur |
Random information:
b-ball team is 5-2, great contributions from everyone.
Pizza D is favourite place to eat, Sam is my buddy now.
i want some damn cookies. Ct also wants cookies.
indecision still kicks my ass.
Vision still deteriorating.
Body is swollen, bruised and pained in countless places.
and time for the most cliche thing of all, song lyrics in LJ journal:
Gone, gone away,
Gone away,
Almost nothing to do.
Gone away,
Now I'm far from you,
Though I'm alone now,
And there's nobody near,
I hush my voice,
Lest they should hear;
My prayers go up to the sky,
Deep within me I die,
I'll never cry,
No-one must see me this way.
Left, left to find,
Someone kind,
Who won't leave me behind,
Who will guide me,
When I am blind;
Soothe my brow,
When thoughts hurt my brain;
Help me love,
When faced with pain.
I long to find someone who,
Will remind me of you,
Only the black rose knows what I will do.
Silence, silence now,
Not a sound,
Stillness everywhere now,
And the trees,
To the wind gently bow,
Only visions of the past and the gloom,
And for the moment you're in the room,
And just as flowers bloom and die,
No-one watching to cry,
Only the black rose stands up to the sky.
Only the black rose stands up to the sky.
Only the black rose.
^^Emo song.. from the 60'sCurrent Mood:  exhausted Current Music: Kashmir |
So tuesday i left school with a terrible headache. and this is the first real time i have spent out of bed since about 11A.M. Tuesday morning. everytime i move i get this terrible throbbing headache. fuckin lovely. trust me... it's lovely.
and on another not so happy note, my tante and sister almost died today. That one made the head feel much better when i heard (sarcasm). they were driving up to big bear to get my aunt's luggage from her cabin, she is going on a trip and is leaving in like a week. but she didn't want to rush it. Well on the way there was a nice patch of ice they didn't seem to see and toko a nice slide, hit some rock and went for a bit of a tumble. The EMTs said they are lucky to be alive. they did a complete barrel roll, but amazingly they are 'alright' according to the EMTs. i am still to see my tante and megs, but from what they say on teh phone they are pretty cut up from the glass shattering out when they roof collapsed. and my sister seems to have hit her head and has a terrible neckache, though no signs of concusion from the head hit.
the good thing about all this is = the car was totalled. how is that good you ask? well now she is stuck driving her other car, a 2001 540i BMW... i wish i could roll m ycar and just start driving my fuckin tight, super fast BMW. good chance she will get another car when she gets back from St Louis.
Well i've missed try outs for the last two days. oh well.
That is all for now. good day |
So i spent today at the california speedway, watching race cars go round and round their sport car track. all day. i also walked through the pits, the garages, the tech inspection. everything. i drove grant's car there. it was amazing. Those M3s are so unrealistically fast. and those Daytona prototypes, even more amazing. i had an M3 overload, E30s through E46s.. couldn't get enough.
and it is halloween. but fuck that shit man. |
i am grounded for the weekend. i saw this coming since wednesday, so as much as i do care, i couldnt give a shit. So i tell my mom earlier "im going to kod's then to the movies" she says okay. When i get out of the movie (shittiest movie i've ever seen), i have 3 texts a page and a missed call from her. so then i call her back thinking someone is dying or something and all she says is "you'r in so much trouble, come home right now". First response, anger. second response, hatred. it makes me sick how much i hate her. i honesly want to throw up.
this is possibly the most angry i've ever been.Current Mood:  pissed off Current Music: WSOP '04 |
| » another good old fight with my mom |
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so this is the 15th (or so) day in a row that i have fought/argued with my mom over something. and it is really bothering me. and as hard as i try, i cant sit around and watch her tyranny. she opresses my father and i beyond belief and glorifies my sister for nothing. which in the last two years of school has become amazingly aparent to me.
i hate her so much sometimes.
Sep. 14th, 2004 @ 07:26 am
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| » hottest day in HB... |
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i swear to god yesterday was teh hottest day in huntington beach that i can remember. it peaked in the fuckin 100s.. well that was in costa mesa.. but still. and to top off the heat, i had only slept 2 hours. when the two combined to create one super evil it left me feeling like shit.
and well teh conscience didnt help.
Sep. 5th, 2004 @ 10:38 pm
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| » i've slept two hours |
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in the last 28 hours i've slept 2. is that bad? lots of interesting shit can happen.
just thought i'd share.
Sep. 5th, 2004 @ 12:48 am
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| » fuckin nor*cal |
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Okay northern california has nothing to offer other than amazing forests. but those cities sucked.
and everyone up there was rocking the "Nor*Cal" sticker on their shitty trucks, geo trackers, and shitty rice.
oh god their rice is horrible. Every one tries to rice out 80's accords, with what looks like home made dual layer wings that are so heavy they sag on the ends and have absolutly no shape to them, they cant possible produce down force and they look bad. They all had "euro lights" which still look like shit. And they seriously just finished off the folgers and welded it onto their exhaust (coffe can exhaust). i was driving a Yukon with exhaust, ECU (engine and the slushbox tranny), intake and a spoiler.. and it beat the hell out of everyone one of those cars. the nicest thing i saw was a bone stock STi that was on a trailer.
good thing was, northern claifornia needs to host a tarmac rallye, those are amazing roads to rallye on. the entire time we were driving i was thinking of the pace notes in my head.
And last thing... i have been to a McDonalds and not seen a mexican person
Sep. 2nd, 2004 @ 11:28 am
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| » Misty Mountain Hop |
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I am leaving tomorrow morning at like 4:30 for who knows where with my oma and opa. my opa is happy so its cool. he has wanted to go do this with me forever, he has never really explained what we are doing though, oh well. and it ends up we are not camping, we are staying in hotels. i asked today and he said "i am too old to sleep outside!" hahah my ass he is too old.
Aug. 29th, 2004 @ 04:15 am
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| » 3:27 |
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So it is 3:27 according to the clock on my Cable box... AM that is. Well, as some of you know, my compy has not worked for about 3 or 4 days now, so when i got home at midnight i decided it would be fun to go into the system files and beat the hell out of this thing and delete the shit i didnt move and change the shit i did.....
i have basically reprogrammed my computer in the last 3 hours and 27 minutes
Aug. 24th, 2004 @ 03:30 pm
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| » Cars, dont read if you dont care. |
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Grant i came up with a fuckin great idea. i get an E24 bmw M6 (635 csi) and rip out the 3.5 liter 6 and throw in the 4.0 liter V8 from the M5. Then since you have that ETA, we coudl rip that out and M power your E30. Thus creating two super M cars... a M335i and an M640CSi!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Aug. 17th, 2004 @ 12:25 am
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| » the who |
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for those of you going/went to the who concert all i have to say is fools!... if you didnt know, most of them are dead, so why the hell would you go see that? I on the other hand, am goign with adj, grant and ashy to see the Isle of Wight at the spectrum.
Thats goign to kick ass.. though the tickets were 15 bucks a peice. (rip off).
Oh well. i bid you good day.
Aug. 9th, 2004 @ 02:29 am
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| » monopoly! |
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Monopoly is the chillest game in the world. especially when you form a company.even more so when your company kicks ass with only 7 properties (the shitty purples, the uttilities, and the yellows).
Aug. 8th, 2004 @ 08:16 am
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| » Grant |
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For those of you who dont know grant is now moving for sure. Which really sucks. All i gotta say is it better not be far, or else im going to kick his ass.
I didnt think many people knew that. so i wanted to share.
Aug. 4th, 2004 @ 11:09 pm
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| » i quit |
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i dont care anymore, i quit. i am not going to try.
All those people who call me the bad guy behind my back, you can go ahead and do it to my face now. i dont give a shit.
I feel so much better now.
Aug. 4th, 2004 @ 07:38 am
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| » coolest park ever |
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You know what it takes for Adj, Grant, Kody and i to have fun at a park? it has to be the coolest park ever! The park at the school by kristen's house fuckin kicks ass. I wish we had parks like that when we were kids. seriously.
Oh well. just wanted to share. that thing kicks ass though.
Aug. 3rd, 2004 @ 01:12 am
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| » Impreza |
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a couple days ago i drove teh Impreza WRX (jeff's) and just righ tnow i dropped off my sister at work (the car situation is all sorts of screwed right now) and then on the way back i raced an impreza wagon.. this kid sits there revin his engine and givin me the bad eye.. i need to take those damn stickers off that car. They are way gay and ialways get the bad eye from people. its bullshit.
but anyways, i am really pissed off at the world.
and i cannot breathe, thank you erin and caitlin...
on a lighter note, im not coughin up blood anymore. i stopped at like 1am today
Jul. 26th, 2004 @ 11:11 pm
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| » Northwood, final game |
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Double overtime win for the chargers. let me just say, i played well.
It was a good game, we would have lost had i not shown that kid why he shouldnt try to drive the lane (i might have bruised his rib.. oops)
Well the bruised rib still hurts, cost me a bunch of freethrows at the end of the game. One game left and 4 practices.
Jul. 18th, 2004 @ 09:12 am
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| » life is wasting. |
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within the last few days i have realized i have just been completely wasting my life away. There are too many choices to make and once again indecision is killing me from the inside out. I am becoming a complacent person. im never doing anything. oh well.
moby dick is the best fuckin song ever.
Jul. 14th, 2004 @ 12:53 am
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